I spent this summer in an amazing state of happyness and joy. I went to a 2 week art camp, overnight, at a college campus. Ill never be the same...it was the place i wish school was, with no judgments and no hate. We all loved each other, we were leaned on and could lean on. It was a community of love and acceptance and joy. It felt, for the first time in a long time, that I'd gone home to the place i truly belonged...shit if it wasn't longer and if i could go again...

Other than that, i was inspired by the performance of Eponine in Les Miserables that i saw in Maine a few weeks ago...the woman's name was Veronica J. Kuhn and she played this girl that loves a guy, but he only sees her as the message carrier of love letters for his true love. Shes devoted to him, but angry that he'll never love her like she loves him... she brings news of his beloved over the barricades,( this is during the French revolution)and is shot. She dies in his arms. It was the saddest thing i'd ever seen preformed...

All in all this summers been great. I wish it was longer, but it's time to start the year. I won't let anything stop me this year. Not now, not today, not ever...